Breathless
A new day comes, and all I think about
are the days gone by,
the days that were once filled with your beautiful presence

I am breathless
Inhaling pain, exhaling sorrow.

When the sun goes down
it falls heavily on my heart,
making for yet another sleepless night, full of anxiety and fear
I dim the lights, but I can never put them out

I am breathless
Inhaling devastation, exhaling acute sadness

My dreams are filled of you,
so many images, memories, delusions
and anticipatory returns of your beautiful self

One, breath, less, is how my life feels without you in it.
Love you and miss you. RIP